SUMMER ENDS..=/ SCHOOL STARTS.

as it ends slowly but yet with time running and speeding through so fast..
i saw you at the beginning of my summer, and yet, at the end.
nothing and nowhere inbetween it, i never got to see you DURING summer.
we were talking, texting, and yet imagining US. i miss texting you and keeping in contact
with eachother, figuring out who not only you really were, but who i really was.
you made me feel like i was something. my CRUSH for you faded away...because
we didnt see eachother...but now that i saw you after so long...man do i wish that i looked
into your eyes....FOREVER. the new loook ? im diggin it ;) but yet everyone grows up, and
things are gonna get harder in our lives for the both of us..but i just do wish that we start all over
and that if you do like me or if any guy feels the need that they do have feelings for me in some way
pleaseee, let me know as it happens..you never know..i might feel the same way. <3>

but thats late now isnt it ? haha i didnt wanna make things awkward with you either..i just wanted to
stand next to you for a little longer... when i told you how i felt...and you told me that you had feelings for me as well....i only wish i could go back to time, and we couldve told eachother thenn...

it does sadden me that we didnt know this before, but i did have a feeling that you did...i just wanted it to be you telling me and me telling you the same thing..knowing that i feel the same way with you. <3 ? -________- iMY


but out of all, school's ending, my birthday's coming up in like 2 days, its on the 26th of august, my party's on saturday, the 29th, and you said you wouldnt be able to make it...dangg..=/
but its alright, like you said..have fun though arite? ill try..to make the best out of it..hopefully it comes out fine though....but that'd be a good time for us to talk about our plans under that pier..?
hahaha how ckute ! ;)p but ehh i just wish that would happen. mann....love movies need to really
become...REALITY :D your new look, looks rather....CHARMING XD

SOPHMORE YEAR....WHAT IS THAT GONNA BE LIKEEE.. !?!?
ill just have to find out and seeee...i need to keep my grades up and stop slacking off...
its off to the point that life, IS getting serious, and if i dont start now, my future ahead of me
the one layed upon me and in GODS HANDS...is something i wont be prepared for when the time comes..

Reality

so i realize yeah this is reality, to try and find a way to really tell you, how i feel.
the suns up, the nights out as i look at those stars, i see your name in them.
everytime i place your name in my mind, it turns out that it comes down to the pit
of my stomach, and gives me that tingly butterfly feeling that isnt a bad thing.

i know and account towards myself, that i would take the chance to tell you, how i feel
and if you feel the same, to risk things with you, to walk on that path holding hands with you..
and at that end of that path, saying God's True Love.

YAY =] ahahaha but if you dont feel the same, its cooool ! =) at least i know that i was brave enough to let you know, and i didnt go on without telling you. <33333

Wooo ! Blog from my phonee hopefully this works life is going alright right now, but it can always be better drama's on TFC and GMA are sooo delicious ! Hahaha I love em, their so gooood

reality

Man life is just how it is yeah ? sometimes you like it, sometimes you'd die just for one thing happening. But just reazling all these times, moments, and memories you're continuing, and still will be looking back at, in the future. One of those times, will be choosing that guy, that special one that you feel that tingly feeling with, at the tip of your stomache. That guy that makes you feel special, pretty, smart, funny. But you realize that taking things slow, does make things better, because if you were to rush things, YOU wouldnt even know who that GUY is...



i think im choosing to take things further with you, and risk whatever it takes to like eachother.

SUMMER BEGINS !

first blog post ! yay ! haha ive been trying to get a blogspot for a while, but finally i had the time ! woooo ! summers barely starting, and its coming out, pretty well. waiting for big summer plans too. !
and as summer comes, i think of more things that i should plan, or do ! it gets kind of boring sometimes though..just staying home and what not, but i can catch up on sleep =]
lets make plans together yeahh ? IM EXCITED ! yipee !

sitting here...just make me think about you more and more.. =] i get that wierd tingly feeling at the tip of my stomache thinking about youu..but its not a bad thingg xD
you're so cute and sweet =]